Those "little things" that creep up into BIG things....that sooo many don't even realize...is part of the reason EYE separate myself from a LOT of folks....especially bullshit mofos!  Folks who always want to take advantage.  Folks who scream support but NEVER support those who have supported them in the past.  Folks who owe you money...but try to act in public like they're GOD-fearing "conscious" folks when they're obvious frauds - thru and thru - per their own actions.  Folks who NEVER want to grow nor CAN'T grow...and they expect YOU to "not grow" with them...OR support their "non-growth" more than your own growth.  Folks who do absolutely NOTHING but front, stunt and cunt for show.  But in reality, there's no substance, credibility or nothing to be obtained from them but lessons on who and what NOT to deal with.

Interesting thoughts....all brought on, no doubt, by...."things"...dates....and the ever-present insidious depression and visions that never quite goes away.  You just learn how to handle it.  Manage it.  Tolerate it.  Or not.  It started with WHY EYE get little joy out of an area that's taken more than it's ever given.....including my soul mate.  It transformed into visions of Nov 2, 2007...and that look...that feeling...those last moments...and wondering what was that feeling like for him...and that hopelessness of not being able to do anything about it then...nor now.  It moved on to Mother's Day...which took me back to Dec 23, 1984,,,and wondering what those last moments were.  Was there pain?  Did she just slip away peacefully?  WHY didn't she let me know when EYE KNOW she KNEW she was "slipping away?"  And yet...knowing that answer already...for a loving Mom always protects her most precious from pain.  Which, in turn, has me thinking about EYE will probably go thru this whole process in another month.  Father's Day...you know.  And even more than Mom, EYE was/am definitely HIS little "mini-me."  Which takes me back to why EYE grind so hard.  Entrepreneurship runs in the family.  Caring too much about people who don't even care about themselves and constantly prove they don't give a rat's ass about YOU runs in the family.  Struggling behind doing for others who were unworthy runs in the family.

However...so does triumph...and overcoming.  EYE am my Parents' child.  And this feeling too shall past.  EYE just gotta make sure it doesn't delay my destiny with a better life and BETTER folks to connect and do business with.  Learn from the past...cherish the memories....STOP focusing on what can never be changed for the better....and just go ON.

Random thoughts while working.  Yeah...EYE really DO think very deeply.  An obvious sin in most places in America.  Especially "here."  That's why EYE stay focused on "there."  Where EYE'm going.  Nothing left where EYE "was"...but memories and loss.

It's what SHE would have wanted....ALWAYS wanted.  For me to go BEYOND this place...these draining spirits...and move onward to something much better and wonderfully FOR me.  LOVE YOU MOM!!   And being obedient.

They say the things that don't kill you make you stronger.  Indeed.  And still wishing.


They hate...they denigrate...they imitate, copy and attempt to destroy if they can't control. They will steal ALL of your gold and your soul...IF you let them. They change their "loyalties" on a whim because they are jealous "sheeple." Fake people pledging allegiances to whoever is the flavor of the day. They don't know the way...but will always tell YOU which way YOU should go. Ask them where they're going, they don't really know unless the white Jesus tells them so. Can't handle the questions, yet they think they have all the answers. Their madness and ignorance spreading like cancer. And even when they cut you OUT, YOU are STILL the one they are talking about....

Because...YOU were the cure...the proof. 
But sad to say many can't handle the truth. 
The crust of the "problem" peeled away with the root of the solution. 
Saving, they're asking. But sickness, they're choosing. 
And sadly they didn't recognize the skill or the heal until the ill was terminal. 
What happens when you chose the hemlock heroin 
Over the heaven-sent heroine. 

Shit happens...and then you pay. One way or another. 
And some things, even Obamacare can't take care of. 

Photography...EYE do for fun.  Want to hire me to take pics?  EYE'm a great "amateur/professional."  Was raised around cameras and worked in a couple of upscale photo labs; so there's a LITTLE method to the magic; not just random luck.

HOWEVER, promotions, commercials, poetry/speaking engagements?  THAT'S my PROFE$$ION!!  MY JOB!!  EYE get PAID to do those!  30-plus year veteran!!  Yeah...gave out a little too much "crack" to those who don't understand the biz of BIZ.  But understand THIS, pay ME like you pay your weed man or your preacher who's just fleecing your pockets, but when your bills go under ALL he/she gonna do is "pray" 'cuz tithings don't go UP...they go IN...the preacher's bank.

Just saying....invest in your career and the professionals who can SERIOUSLY make you better and boost and promote your skills than the ones just blowing smoke up your ass and stroking your ego.  You get what you pay for.  

And you DON'T what you DON'T.  Free advice.  The next one WILL cost per consultation rate.  EYE am a "business!"  Not a charitable foundation for folks on a "come up."  

The irony is...MY rates are lower than MOST of my peers.  However, since EYE have obviously try to "favorite" a particular audience to no avail, getting ready to raise those rates to where they SHOULD be and change my clientele to those who PAY and RESPECT the craft.  All that said, better catch me while the catching's good and lock in some paid contracts NOW.  This "sale" ends in May!!  ;-)


Sooooo over ignorance and illusions
Undeserved egos and confusions
Wack ass talent and delusions
And it's ME you'd like to be using
To get you
You obviously don't even care
About me OR yourself
Sail the best down the river
Then put your greatest wealth
On the shelf
For someone else to admire
And because others desire ME
And EYE choose to be free
And aspire 
YOU want me to retire
And bow to a nothingness 
That YOU call a movement
More like loose bowels
And it just wouldn't be prudent
To stink up my fresh air
With the stale smell of ole dutch
It's not MY fault 
YOU don't give a fuck
And that's why EYE didn't give in
And EYE didn't give up
EYE just left

....because it's not my shit

Freestyling on a Friday while being inspired by a better groove


My problem is NOT with Donald Sterling...per se. My problem is with the attitudes and the system that ALLOW Donald Sterling to STAY in power and do what he does....WELL before this latest episode. MY problem is with the NAACP -- an organization with a history of "selling out" for the biggest check and honoring and giving mofos a "pass" due to their pockets while NOT honoring some of the truest pioneers and activists in the country. But then again, can much more be expected from an organization that ousted one of its staunchest founders - Ida B. Wells-Barnett (a pioneering abolitionist who was "Rosa Parks" BEFORE Rosa Parks) and replaced her with a white woman because they said she was just too vocal and too black?!! (Wow. Sounds familiar)

EYE'm just saying......why EYE don't do organizations and mega-preachers. The money trail always leads to some shit that doesn't NOTHING for my better health, sanity and welfare. Hear the interview in the link below....and do your research BEFORE you react...or you're just no better than the problem. And if you still just can't handle the truth...well, that's YOUR problem; not mine.


P.S. GOoD MORNING U-N-EYE-VERSE!! How's THIS for some morning coffee?! Black coffee...no sugar; no creme. The kind that wakes ya up RIGHT.  Now have a GOoD Day!!  #DaOracleSpeaks